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Do you lie in your sleep?
When you exhale, do the lies just tumble out?
Does a lie always inhabit the tip of your tongue?
Ready to run free at a moment’s notice?
Because it seems all I hear from you lately
Are lies
Lie after lie

Do you even know you’re telling them?
Or do you mean what you say in the moment and later contemplate on your words and decide otherwise?
Do you care that you hurt me?
With every word cutting deeper into the tough skin I thought I had formed
But then you come with your charm and your knife
And you cut
And cut

I don’t even notice the bleeding, lost in your eyes
Until you’re gone
Then I notice the steady flow and I wonder
How did I not notice?
Why do I keep letting you near?
I keep bleeding
And bleeding

Why do you lie? Why must you?
Why do I love you still?
This isn’t love anymore, but I don’t know what it is
Why do I take the pain?
Why do I stay? Why don’t I leave?
Why do I?
Why?

Why do I lie to myself?
Saying this is all I can get
This is all I deserve
That I don’t deserve to be loved properly
Why do I accept your lies?
All your lies
Lies
Lies lies
lies lies lies
all of your lies

i’m done
I can’t
I’m done
With you
And your
Lies
So recently I've been focusing most of my attention on this short story idea I had. Which is part of the reason I've been so inactive on here because I haven't had anything to post.
My story is inspired by the over-medication issue in America in which my character deals with the stresses of her life with her medication, but the consequences are greater than she expects. 
I've also been looking into getting it published so who knows what'll happen!

Either way, I'll be sure to keep you all updated!
Wish me luck and well wishes (:
Hope everything is well with you.

~143PEACE 
  • Listening to: Leather&Lace -Amina
  • Reading: Ender's Shadow (sortof)
  • Watching: searching for legend of korra season 4
  • Playing: -
  • Eating: mango and coconut dark choclate
  • Drinking: water and cold coffee xD

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Emilie
Artist | Student | Literature
United States
I don’t really know how to describe myself. I’m an aspiring writer, but I’m not totally sure what I want to do with my life. Still working on that part. I do know that I’m a bit on the insane side, but let’s face it, who doesn’t have a bit of crazy? I’m forgetful and all over the place. I’m chaotic but kindof OCD about stuff. I’m weird but I’m proud of that. I am very aware of my obsessive fangirl side. I mean, all in all, I think interesting would cover it.
I’m a bit weird and a little wild, but that’s okay, we all are.
~143PEACE
aka: PsychicWriter

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my sister: :icontinkertalker:

my twin: :iconshadowulf99:

My optimistic sister!!: :icondramaprincess459:


my llama/daughter: :iconinvadertay1:

my hamster sister: :iconbook-obsession-7: (who can also turn human any time and live forever)

my brother from another mother xD :iconkoratoshisfriend:

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EvannaVanyaEliska Featured By Owner Apr 27, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
thanks for the fave!~ I really appreciate it! :iconsmile-luplz: (sorry for the really late thanks...)
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143PEACE Featured By Owner Apr 27, 2014  Student Writer
you're very welcome! ^^
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dalliejay23 Featured By Owner Nov 26, 2013
Thanks for the watch, love! It makes me happy when I can see that there are in fact people out there who like to read what I write. ^^ 
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143PEACE Featured By Owner Nov 27, 2013  Student Writer
I love your writing :) and I was so happy to see that you had posted recently because usually, as is the case with me anyway, when I find someone on deviantart that I love to read they haven't posted in 2 or 3 years and they don't plan on finishing the story I'm reading 
so I'm so glad your story is recent and I'm so glad I found it! I love your work :love: so please keep writing!
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dalliejay23 Featured By Owner Nov 28, 2013
I really just recently started posting stuff on here. I was the same when I first signed up - I spent hours and hours online reading stuff and watching people just to realize the story was never going to get finished. It's really sad. So, I post my stuff and make a point to not take more than a month between parts. I mean, at least they could post something that says that it's been discontinued so I don't end up wasting my time. -.-

I'm glad you love my work. It really is a great feeling. :D 
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143PEACE Featured By Owner Nov 30, 2013  Student Writer
I wish they would that too -_- I'm glad you keep a routine update xD I look forward to the next update
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TheAwkwardFangirl Featured By Owner Oct 31, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
Hmm... who is that on your webcam?
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143PEACE Featured By Owner Oct 31, 2013  Student Writer
that would be Benedcit Cumberbatch ^^ delicious isn't he? :love:
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TheAwkwardFangirl Featured By Owner Oct 31, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
I THOUGHT so! He was awesome in Into Darkness. And YUS HE IS.
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143PEACE Featured By Owner Nov 3, 2013  Student Writer
i know right! he was perfect for that role! He also does beautifully in Sherlock ^^
he's just down right sexy :love:
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